Friday, December 06, 2019

The Most Dramatic Day Of My Life

I just want to pen this down for now... maybe I'll fill in the blanks later when I'm in the mood.

Summary:

“很久很久以后我才知道,当一个女孩说她只把你当作永远的好朋友,不是真的只把你当作永远的好朋友。”

原来我们和爱情曾经靠得那么近

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Afternote: Things went back to "normal" after that fateful day.

Truthfully speaking, even I am not very sure of my own feelings - perhaps because I am so inexperienced in this.

The only thing to do now is to let nature take its course?




Monday, December 02, 2019

Why Does It Hurt...

I think I am really 犯贱。。。

It is like I did not realize the importance of what things mean to me until I lost them.

Haiz...

I really deserve to be forever alone haha...

Side Note:

Don't know if it is due to age getting on me, but I feel quite emotional with regards to some ridiculous things.

For example, even closing a bank account I used for 3+ years made me kind of sentimental...

I think it is somewhat true that the older you get, the more resistant you become to change.