Tuesday, October 15, 2013

How's Life?

Well, been a while since I wrote something.

So, here goes:

1) Graduated as a Sunrise Academy Student for more than 6 months already - That means less than 6 months before I am freed from the shackles that bind me in this field. Looking back, I can't say I regret my decision. It's not all perfect, and there were sacrifices, but I did learn a lot.

2) Joined the Solar Tech Industries after that, and man, it's been one hell of a ride. Where do I start?

3) I've met good and bad people - The bad made me want to leave, and the good made me want to stay.

4) Sadly, 2 of the good ones left, one after another, forced by circumstances (JO and JY). Well, they were in a much worst situation than me I guess.

5) For me, I'm guess I'm lucky in a way. The most important and relevant person to me, is a nice person. And she's one of the main reason I've persevere through the toughest time there.

6) I can't say the same for everyone else though. I totally gave up hope at one point of time, but I guess I've 看开 since.

7) At one point of time, I went to fought my 5th battle. That was the turning point, but alas! It was not meant to be. I still want to thank my boss (WL) for his 'invitation card'.

8) I feel that the reason I failed the battle was really due to my lack of experience. What I've learnt in the Sunrise Academy is not enough man. Not enough.

9) Anyway, the worst is over now. I've worked my ass off and slayed many demons. Now, it's time to collect the loot, and I can't wait!

10) Oh yeah, I also met another unexpected "guest" at the Solar Tech Industries. He encouraged me to passed the "Incredibly Painstaking Painful Test". I really could not have done it without him. Thanks ZX.

That's all for now.

Pride In Your Work

Do you take pride in the work you do?

I know I do. I want to feel like what I do matters. That it has a significance.

No matter how boring, how tiresome, how frustrating it is - I still do. I put in effort and even if it turns out sucky, it's still "mine". It's my responsibility, my pride or disgrace.

But not all people feel the same. They are contented with their own ways of doing things.

It's one thing to slack. But I don't understand how can you do it without limits. Can you really live with yourself?

Today, another part of me died towards this place.

Is a job solely for the monetary benefits?