RIP, FTP

Looks like it's over...

That  last glimmer of hope...

Like a candle in a wind...

It's final light is flickering out before my very eyes...

Everything will become nothing more than a dream...

 

Great General of Kay

Preparation Results

27th May 2011 - 18 min 37 sec

30th May 2011 - 15 min 34 sec

1st Jun 2011 - 16 min 41 sec

3rd Jun 2011 - 15 min 18 sec

6th Jun 2011 - 14 min 51 sec

9th Jun 2011 - 14 min 32 sec

10th Jun 2011 - 14 min 02 sec

16th Jun 2011 - 13 min 59 sec

19th Jun 2011 - 13 min 21 sec


Pathetic

Almost 10 sessions and I'm still NOT EVEN CLOSE.

Really have zero confident to go sign up for the battle.

Is this it?

Am I destined to fail?

Is this the end?

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Are you there, Great General Cannibal?

Everytime I fought and everytime I wanted to give up, I feel your presence.

Your "words of encouragement" and "constant nagging" never fail to resurface from the deepest corners of my memories, and pushed me to keep going forward...

...

I still vivdly remember the day when your empowering aura unleashed my potential, and allowed me to score the greatest victory in my life.

A victory so great even I could not believe.

An accomplishment that I have never since be able to recreate.



Oh Great General of the Kay Kingdom!!!

Please...

Please grant me your powers once again.

Grant me your powers to tide through it again this time.

Grant me your powers that can make me soar like the wind once again.

Empower me with unlimited energy and endurance.

Empower me with the will to overcome all fatigue and exhaustion.

Bestow upon me your greatness once again.

National Vertical Marathon 2011

My first athletic medal!

Let's set a goal.

I have to earn at least one of these every year.

Dedicated To My FYP Supervisor

This post is dedicated to my FYP Supervisor.

Being able to work on this project is the best thing that happened to me in my university academic life.

It is, to the best of my knowledge, one of the most "fulfilling yet and un-troubling" project.

I am truly undeserving of what you've given me.

Thank you so much.

I will definitely direct all future juniors choosing their FYP here.

Projects here have my *official seal of approval*.

Song Status II

A list generated in the past 4 months, continued from the previous one.


21. 我找不了，我到不了，你所谓的，那考得很好~ 我就快要疯掉，知不知道，若你懂我，这一秒~




22. 傻瓜, 我们都一样, 被考试伤了又伤， 相信这次它不一样, 却又再一次受伤~傻瓜, 我们都一样, 考很烂却不投降， 相信付出会有代价, 代价只是一句傻瓜~ :'(




23. This is school, truly, where I know I must be. Where exams wait for me, where assignments always grow




24. 我Fail了Fail了就好，这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱。。。就让我一个人去读到，受不了，MUG到，快疯掉, 死不了就还好~~~ :`(




25. 当我知道考试快来~~~ 我的心底泛起许多无奈。。。这时候我该开始努力读书, 我会不停的等待, 等待着未来 (放弃了, 放弃了, 放弃了无奈)
(当我知道你们乱来~~~有了baby有了小孩~~~在我心里放不下的也该释怀， 以后我就自己来~~~)




26. 转身离开，FAIL了说不出来。。。我会考那么坏，只是一场意外。。。




27. 大年初一头一天, 家家户户过新年~只有我在FYP，我在FYP~七个隆咚锵咚锵，I Feel Sho Moddy~~~




28. 我知道你我都没有错， 只是 FYP 没有做。信誓旦旦给了承诺， 却被时间扑了空。 我知道我们都没有错， 只是 FAIL 了会比较难过。 最烂的成绩回忆里待续 :`(




29. 后来， 我总算发现了，钱包不在，可惜它，早已远去， 消失在人海~~~后来， 终于在眼泪中明白。。。 我的钱，一旦错过就不再~~~ :(




30.  因为不了解所以很伤心, 听不懂只好听着风的呼吸; 却有种叫做考试的东西，说没问题，最后我们会MATI




31. 在我心上用力的开一抢, 让一切归零在这声巨响。。。如果test是说什么, 都不能pass, 我不挣扎, 反正我也。。。没差～～～ ;'(




32. 听我说，爱是对的，错的是我们。。。听我说，mug是对的，slack的是我们。。。




33. 如今你， 考了F回来，叫我如何接受这安排~~~




34. I m crazy over u u u u u, 如此疯狂的每天读读读读读, I m going crazy over u u u u u~




35. 哀悼~ 哀悼~ 哀悼脑海里有一万个题~ 快爆掉~




36. 五月的天, 刚诞生的夏天~我们之间, 才完成的考卷~我的答案里面, 好多我的天~




37.夜太美, 尽管再危险, 总有人黑著眼眶熬著夜~ F Y P, 虽然是很SIAN, 我也要黑著眼眶熬著夜~




38. 你要相信，相信我们能够做完FYP，幸福和快乐是结局~~~  你要相信，相信我们会像童话故事里，幸福和快乐是结局~~~ :'(




39. 喔, 第一次我, 考很烂的时候, 呼吸难过, 心不停的颤抖。喔, 第一次我, 来南大的时候, 失去方向, 不知该往哪儿走。那是第一次搭179, PIONEER 都还没有。




40. 我为你付出的青春这么多年，换来了一句谢谢你的成全。我在NTU 苦读了这么多年，换来了欠他们一大堆的钱。

Chinese Rhymer!!!

WEE!!!

Took some time to materialize an idea that was conceived last year.

Really happy with the results!

Regret

Would you rather marry someone who loves you or someone that you love?


If you marry the one who love you, years later you'll regret not marrying someone you love.

If you marry the one who you love, years later you'll regret not choosing the person who loved you.







Would you spend a lot of money to do something you love now, or save the money for a rainy day?


If you spend the money, years later when you need the cash you'll regret why you didn't save enough.

If you save the money, years later you'll regret why you didn't do something you want when you were young.






Would you rather choose a high paying job that you don't like or a low paying job that you like?


If you choose the high paying job, years later you'll regret why you didn't go for something you love.

If you choose the job you love, years later you'll regret why you didn't get a job that can give you a better life.

Conclusion: No matter what you do, you'll end up with regrets.