Wednesday, January 24, 2018

Insomnia Problems III

This is the 3rd time I'm blogging about this in a year and I have really exhausted all options.

How It Started / Worsen
As far as I remember, I started having insomnia problems as far back as 2015. At that time,  I thought it was caused by a poor mattress which is partly why I replaced the whole thing.

After that, it still occurs once in a while, but usually with a clear cause - Some unhappy event in the day, major stimultant before bedtime, overly anxious about upcoming event etc. Once in a while it will happen with no apparant cause.

This continue through my ex-job until Nov 2016. Frequency as far as I remember is about once or twice a month.

It became extremely bad this year. The first month of 2018 is barely over and I've already had 5 sleepless nights, often consecutively. It's so bad then I had to repeatedly take half days in order not to suffer panic attacks during the afternoon.

The worst thing is, there are no apparant cause now. Competely adhoc occurences with no pattern.

I think it's a vicious cycle - when I fail to sleep for 1 night for some reason, I would go to sleep the next day fearing that I won't be able to sleep - a self fuilfilling cause.

I don't know if it is the insomnia that is causing me stress, or the stress that is giving me insomnia.

Everything I've Tried
I've googled hundreds of articles and advices. Everything you can think of to combat insomnia, I've done it.

1. Sleep meditation, sleep hypnosis, sleep music (delta waves), ASMR videos, white noise app, sounds of nature, random podcasts playing the background - I've prowled through hundreds of them on Youtube.

2. Lavender scent, eating supposedly sleep inducing food including banana, milk, bread, camomile tea.

3. Deep breathing exercises, yoga poses (dozens of them), pattern breathing, supposed tricks to sleep.

4. Blue screen filter at night, wearing socks, keep temperature cool, exercising, yadda yadda.

5. Supplements. Many different type of supplements.



2 years ago, insomnia was annoying but tolerable. Today, it is really having a big negative impact on my life. I am pretty sure my frequent migranes and cold aliments originate from have bad sleep so often.

What Am I Doing About It?
I am trying to record as much details as possible right now, and trying different combinations and variables to make identify the cause.

Like trying different time to go to bed, drinking/not drinking milk, exercising at different timing, etc.

Hopefully I can finally find a pattern that will eventually work.

Saturday, January 20, 2018

Jiro Dreams of Sushi

I got to know this beautiful documentary through one of my favourite financial blog, Four Pillar Freedom.

The jist of the film in my opinion is summarized below by the writer below:

"If there was no film made about Jiro, it would be easy to look at his life from the outside and mistakenly believe that he is an 85 year-old man who never achieved retirement, who remained at the same sushi restaurant for several decades, who never made the leap to a larger business, and who lacks meaning.

This would be a classic mistake of thinking a meaningful life has to look a certain way.

I think we all want to find meaning in life. Unfortunately, we have a tendency to look for it in the wrong places. Instead of chasing autonomy, competence, and connection, we strive to accumulate more things."

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Yes. Bigger houses, brighter diamonds, luxurious cars. This is what success in Singapore means.

How about we all learn from Jiro?

How about just living each day doing what you love?

Do you care more about how you look to others?

Or more about how YOU feel about your life?

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While I do not agree with all of Jiro's philosophy (like throwing your kids and leaving them to fight for themselves, or being extremely tough of himself), I admire his unrelentless dedication to his craft. He is the epitome of becoming one with what he love. (Kinda like 人剑合一 in Wuxia films. Haha.)

While the film seems to have nothing to do with finances on the surface, it can teach you a lot when you look deeper.

One big reason why Jiro was able to carefreely pursue his passion is because money is no longer a factor in his life. He has complete autonomy over his life, and he choose to use his time on what gave him the most happiness - making better sushi.

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I think no matter what we intend to puruse in life, achieving FI is the common factor that can help us, solely because it grants us total control our time.

Friday, January 05, 2018

Year In Review 2017 - Annual Financial Report

Presenting 2017 Annual Financial Report!

Key Highlights & Notes From CEO

"常将有日思无日,莫待无时想有时"


We never once took our main income as being secured or guaranteed, and the long-term future have always been on our mind. Every day, we build our portfolio bit by bit, brick by brick, for the ultimate goal of escaping the rat race in the not so distant future.

This has been a smooth-riding year as we completed 1st year in our new job, ride on the strong bull market and took a giant step towards our FIRE goal. Our financial balance sheet has never been stronger.

Our Achievements (2017)
1. Record earnings since inception - net asset value grew by 29% (33% last year).
2. Highest overall saving rate in history - 80.5% (78.2% last year).
3. Safety passive income (2x expenses) now cover 41% of our recurring expenses (28% last year).
4. Portfolio market value grew by a staggering 72% (inclusive of capital injection and gains).
5. Portfolio XIRR for 2017 is 20.44%, up from 15.6% last year.
6. By pay-date, distributed over $4300 (~$360 per month) worth of dividends ($3000 last year).


Our Balance Sheet (2017)
- More than 5 years expenses* worth of Emergency Funds
- More than 5 years expenses* worth of Warchest
- "Working capital" of 4 bullet rounds, ready to be fired in 2018
- Max out $40,000 in CPF-SA for the additional interest (5% interest for first $40K)

*Based on our highest expenditure year thus far.

Even if we were to lose our job today, I am very confident we can live a relatively comfortable life for at least the next 15 years. The problem - 15 is far from enough.

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Comparison With Previous Year
Income was about 3.7% higher due to slightly higher active and passive income. We actually achieved a higher operating income this year despite the record breaking 2016 (a big surprise).

Expenses was 7.3% lower - with some of the significant expenses being Mayday Concert brought in Q1, a good office chair in Q2 (absence of giant loss in 2016), traditional Parent Gift in Q3 and a New Laptop in Q4.



*All figures exclude CPF and investment capital gains/losses.
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Saving Rate For 2017
Expense were stable except for the month of August and November (you can see clearly the spike caused by our big angbao and new laptop).

For the whole year, our expense as percentage of income stood at 19.5% (21.8% in 2016, 21.4% in 2015), translating to a crazy saving rate of 80.5%! This is skewed by a relatively low expense year, so it might be some time before we see such rate again.

As a percentage of our active income, we saved 89.5% of our salary!




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Recurring Expenses Breakdown
After recording expenses for 3 years, many things are becoming more apparant as I now have a good base to see trends and make comparisons. This year would be considered "average" as I spend somewhere between 2015 and 2016.

I do see "one-time"expenses rising over time as I intend to give more to my parents every year. Recurring expenses should be stable at around 60 to 70% of total expenses.


Overall categorical expenditures are identical with last year - except that I spent much less on personal and entertainment this year. Top categories are the essentials - food, travel (transport) and utilities (internet and phone).

Random discovery time!

1. My lottery spending (Toto, 4D, Big Sweep) this year is $300, about $25 per month. I strucked Group 5 once and Group 6 a couple of times, earning back $80. There goes $200+ donation to Singapore Pools.

2. I ate fast food 68 times this year (counting lunch, dinner, supper)! I set a goal of 60 last year which I didn't meet, but it's still an improvement over 81 times last year.

3. I brought only 11 cups of Bubble Tea (i.e Koi, Gong Cha) this entire year, which costs me only $34 in total (Praised the $2 Liho promotions!). This was much better than 31 last year.

4. I brought 15 cups of Cafe drinks (i.e Starbucks, Coffee Bean) this year, totaling $63. Accounting the treats from others, it should be around 21 like last year.

5. I visited a restaurant only 20 times this year with each trip averaging $14.80. The low costs was largely due to subsidies like the NS50 vouchers.

6. I wenting singing in Singapore only 4 times this year (down from 8), each trip averaging $16.50. Anyone want go sing? :(

7. I spend approximately $1000 every year (average of past 3 years) on topping up EZ Link Card. That's around $90 per month.

8. I earned over $400 from MINDEF this year (10 ICT Sessions and IPPT-Pass)! I am strongly motivated not to go for IPT again, which unfortunately (fortunately) means $200 lesser next year.

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Passive Income VS Recurring Expenses
This section strips out the "noise" and highlight only the recurring portion of expenses against passive income.

Year 2017, passive income is now sufficient to cover 82% of my recurring expenses (56% in 2016). Adding in the "double safety margin" criteria, it can cover 41% of my expenses. Once again, this is skewed by the low expense year.



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Portfolio Performance
Glad to know that our time-weighted returns have beat the index every year except in 2014 when we first dipped into investing. I also think we achieved this on comparable volatility to the STI.

YearPortfolioES3
2014-2.94%7.00%
2015-8.12%-10.64%
201611.92%2.73%
201722.00%21.11%
Overall21.76%18.95%
Monthly Volatility (*in 2014, we only had 2 stocks)
YearPortfolioES3
201415.79%2.68%
20153.65%3.41%
20163.60%4.03%
20171.77%2.46%
Overall7.49%3.24%
Based on model statistics, our portfolio have a beta of 0.63 (average correlation with STI), with "Value At Risk" of 7.5% and "Expected Shortfall" of 9.6%. This means that in 99% of the cases, we would not suffer more than 7.5% loss in a month. In the 1% case, we can expect to lose 9.6%.

In terms of acquisitions, we added CapitaMall Trust, Far East Hospitality Trust, Singtel as well as a small stake in Netlink Business Trust. A majority of our returns this year came from the recovery of multiple REITS, especially CCT which continue to run despite the rights issue. The major loss came from the privataization of Super Group, which locked in 25% (about $1800) loss.

Our major holdings currently are Singtel (23%), the Capitaland REITs and the Frasers Family. Excluding the STI, we have a healthy and diversified portfolio of 10 holdings (up from 8 last year).

Compared with last year, we have grown the size of our portfolio by a staggering 72%!



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Review of 2017 Goals
We fell short of the $5000 dividends/STI goal due to the bull market, and stop pursuing the Robo-investment strategy in consideration of the high management fees.

Outlook For 2018 
2018 strategy remain pretty much the same as before - continue to build a strong and diversified income portfolio. This time round, the markets are much higher than before and we have to be extra caution in case the black swan arrives.

Our ammunition have replenished entirely after December, and we intend to deploy them before the dividends season come in Q2. The major goal next year would be $6000 worth of dividends ($500/month!) - it's tough and we really need to see some great singapore sales to achieve this. SGXCafe projection currently is around $5300.

Next year main revenue would depend largely on whether our contract gets renew in Q4. If so, income should be slightly higher.

Given that we have replaced our phone in 2016 and brought a new laptop in 2017, we do not forsee any major expenses. There is a slight possibility (5%) of wanting to upgrade our PC if it completely breaks. There are plans currently to travel to nearby region in Q1, but it is not anything too lavish.

All in all, I expect next year expenses to be around +10% (mostly from increased angbao for parents) compare to this year. Let's see.

Long Term Goals
With 3 years of cashflow records, we can finally map a high level financial roadmap for the next 10 years. These are very rough estimates (guidelines), but I think they are something to look forward to:

By 2020, passive income should be able to pretty much cover all recurring expenses. By ~2022, we should be able to save 100% of our salary every month.

In Year 2022, we would also become eligible to buy a HDB flat - it will be a huge decision that we have to make when the time comes.

Before 2025, we should reach our "safety passive income" goal of covering our recurring expenses twice over.

All these are assuming that current circumstances remain unchanged (not losing our job, not getting married, no unexpected emergencies, catastrophic economic crisis, etc).



Monday, January 01, 2018

Letter To Shareholders (9) - Performance Review 2017Q4

Performance Highlights
The stock market continue its relentless ascend - The DOW is at all time high and cryptocurrency is all the craze nowadays. You know we are in a bubble when even uncles and students are trading cryptos. Humans never learn, do they?

“Bitcoin has no underlying rate of return,” said Bogle, 88, who started the first index fund in 1976. “You know bonds have an interest coupon, stocks have earnings and dividends, gold has nothing. There is nothing to support bitcoin except the hope that you will sell it to someone for more than you paid for it.” - Jack Bogle

Our portfolio underperformed this time, growing only 4.2% compared to 5.7% of the index. This is largely due to the lack of banks in our holdings. (greatly regret not buying OCBC/DBS last year). Nevertheless, we were able to ride on the growth of our REITs.

In the final quarter, we paid out about $600 in dividends (base on pay-date, hence excluding the massive injection from Singtel). We also became friends of SGXCafe in order to more accurately track our performance - look out for more statistics in our annual report!


Operating Highlights - Income
Overall income for the quarter was more than 50% higher compare to same period last year, making up for the 40% drop in Q1. Salary-wise, 2017Q4 was roughly equal to 2016Q1 due to shift in bonus period.

Aside from the bonus, income this quarter was pushed up by many factors:
- Passing with incentive for IPPT
- Birthday red packets from family
- Side "job" allowance
- Passive income a record for Q4.

Operating Highlights - Expenses
Our big purchase this quarter was a Lenovo laptop, which we brought after much consideration. This is our first laptop purchase after nearly 10 years (last brought in 2008 for University). It has better specs (8th Gen i5) compared to the Microsoft Surface and come in at a much lower price (with Pen, Keyboard all inclusive). Overall, we think it is a good value deal that would make our life at work easier.

Otherwise, regular expense is 20% lesser than last year. We did not spend much except for a couple of clothing/shoes brought mostly during 11-11 sales.


Acquisitions
We subscribed to CCT rights and add on to Singtel again on its continued weakness. Interestingly, we also brought Singtel during the same period last year.

We continue to believe that Singtel is currently at an attractive price and would buy more if we were not already heavily vested in it. Largest company in Singapore, 20 years dividend track record, mere 60+% payout ratio and a stable 4.8% yield.

Topping Up CPF
We seriously evaluated the possiblity of topping up our CPF to reduce tax - more specifically medisave. This is something we have been contemplating since 2014. The critical factor once again came down to our long term goal - do we want to retire after 55? Or earlier?

If your decision is to retire after 55, there is no doubt that topping up CPF is extremely attractive. In fact, we would advocate pumping as much as you can so that you can hit FRS by early 30s.

In the end, we still conclude that topping up contradict too much with our FIRE goal.

Outlook
More details to come in our Annual Report.