The Vegetables...

Argh. I am so frustrated. Want sick don't want sick. Want die don't want die.

My "Illness". It's like fever but not really fever. Got a bit of headache but not really headache. My throat hurts something and sometimes it's fine. GRRRR... It's making me real mad. If I'm fully sick I'll go see a doctor. Now, I'm at this point where "see doctor is overkill, don't see won't recover" stage. Eat panadol also no use, sleep also no use. I don't even know if I'm sick or not.

Whole day like feel tired but couldn't sleep, want to go out but feel weak, use com a bit feel giddy, sit down do nothing feel angry... DAMN IT!

I'm in such a horrible mood. Feel like there's a lot of stuff inside me that I can't solve. Why can't I just do something, properly, from the start to the end. Why can't I just make up my mind. I just see every single day slip pass me one by one and I didn't do anything. I have a lot of thing to do but I don't know where to start.

Or maybe... just maybe... I think I'm trying to accomplish too much. More precisely, I think I care too much about unimportant things and neglect the really important things. Why do I keep doing those useless, unnecessary things over and over and over again? I think I'm enlightened...

I just want 2 to be healthy and happy. They're both linked to vegetables.

I think I'm really neglected my health. I don't eat enough vegetables. I hate "vegetables". "Vegetables" are causing me lot of unhappiness.

I'm going to eat up all the vegetables. It not only makes me healthy, it makes me happy.

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Went to watch the movie "I am a Legend" with MZ.

I wouldn't say it's horrible, but... the story is just very thin. Not much development. I thought the portion where he kills his own dog could be even more emotional if they put in enough effort.

It gets pretty intense at certain portions (even scary) though, but the ending is just way way too abrupt. The title of the movie is also no link. It has almost no link with the story...