I miss Poly Days...

The schooling days...

You know...

- Eating together at Foodcourt 6 at lunchtime
- Visiting "Art-Flen" and eating "Fa Cai"...
- Playing cluedo on the staircase while waiting for Chanon lesson to start
- Falling asleep during DEUI classes, and wondering if we can "Fry"...
- Spending 3 hours killing brain cells together at Hubertus practical
- Laughing our heads off at Arthur Poh lectures
- 'Chionging' assignments together in the school labs 2 days before the hand-in date
- Complaining how it take years to render the animation in the crappy computer labs
- 'Suanning' each other about who and who are together...
- Sending 'secret messages' via the computer during lessons...
- Counting how many times the audio lecturer will bang the table
- Wondering what movie we'll get to see again at the next Storyboarding class
- Looking forward to the next episode of Happy Tree Friends in the Maths class
- Slacking off together in the "secret corner" at level 1 during break and talking thrash...
- Playing the "Secret Code" aka "Zhong Ji Mi Ma" at Foodcourt 5, using Pizza Hut red pepper as punishment...
- Creating the 10 games for Hyper Relay...

Wow... feeling emotional just from typing out that list.

It's almost the end of they year...

過去的歲月已不會再回頭, 未來的路仍然要走~

Really 怀念 those days...

There were excitement and nervousness, joy and sadness, fear and anticipation, cooperation and teamwork, vigor and youth...

Now, I only experience ONE emotion 90% of the time.

"SIAN"

Yep... ultimate sian.

Not that I don't experience that in the Poly, but...

It's a "Different Kind of Sian".

Poly sian is the kind where you have to wake up early in the morning to get to school. Where you have to sit through boring lectures and forcing yourself to stay awake. Where you die die have to finish an assignment you have no clue how to do.

Here, the sian is on a much deeper level. It is not just those "superficial" kind of sian. It is the sian which plunged deep into your heart. It is a cancer that grows in your body and drains the very life force out of your body, your mind and your soul. It is a fatal kind of sian.

It is like on a totally different scale. Almost every day I have to go through this feeling over and over and over... It's driving me nuts!

The sian-ness is unbearable. It's doing something over and over and over again which SERVES NO PURPOSE. It drains your energy and fulfill nothing significant.

Dear god when can I go back to the schooling days.