Jason told me, "Today I take my IC, Ranger also hand in his (交登记)"...
What irony... his graduation day is the same as the day Ranger left us...
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Anyway... he stayed behind the whole day.
Think he's quite emo about leaving Jackie...
Both of us sent Ranger off on his final journey...
He had this super peaceful look on his face when I saw his body... it almost looked like he's still sleeping. (If it wasn't for his tongue which has totally lost any trace of life...)
Really stunned man... Mao Mao and guys were extremely saddened by his death...
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After giving his entire life to the Kindergarten...
After slogging for freaking 12 years...
I cannot believe how they treat him...
This is really a cruel and heartless world.
Is this it?
Is this how it all works?
Haiz...
Some memorial posts about Ranger below...
- Benja Benja
- Mao Mao
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Anyway, I stayed over at the Kindergarten that night... but it feels so different now. For me at least.
The new students sleep so early... like... barely 11am and almost all of them are already in bed.
I miss the days when we have guys like SK, Domnic, etc that would party till late into the night... Haha...
I miss the days when we would play Wii till the Wee hours...
When we would gossip and complain and stuffs...
And of course all the other crazy things...
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Now, I barely know anyone there.
But it's not just that.
It just feels different now.
Lot of memories flashback as I toured the backyard once again that night...
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Wow... seriously, I never thought I'll have the chance to do this again.
As I walk pass each dog, I'll say things like
"Falcooooo~~~ Where is Dominic? Do you miss him?"
And things like that... talking random stuffs about the past, about each of their old handlers as I walked passed their homes...
Liew... the dogs must be thinking that I'm nuts...
And...
Jackie actually looked pretty Emo that night... OMG...
Seriously, I've never seen him look like this before. He always got that stern and fierce expression on the whole time... Those who knows him will know.
But that night...
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He was in one corner, at the furthest back of the kennel, with his head down on the floor, and he had this "stoned" gaze on his face... I called out to him, but he didn't moved at all. He just shifted his eyes and glanced at me a while... and continue on to stone...
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Wah Lau... really feel like crying when I see him like that...
Somehow... I feel that he knows Jason has left...
Somehow he can sense it...
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Quite sad when you think about it...
We only have to experience leaving them once... but they have to go through it don't know how many times in their life...
Haiz...
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I still remember this quote...
"To you, he is just a dog. To him, you are everything"
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