Maybe after living in the Nether World for so long, people no longer have a good gauge of the real world.
We tend to beautify things too much.
And we think the world out there is wonderful and flawless.
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Until reality creeps in.
And we realized maybe the outside world is not that much different from the Nether World after all.
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Yes, we've been glamorizing too much things.
We refused to let reality taint our perceptions of the beautiful things in our life.
We don't want the ugliness to smear the things we love so much.
And we rather be kept in the dark then to let that happen.
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Eventually we are awakened.
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For many things in this world are all but an illusion.
Many things in this world are superficial and hypocritical.
Many things in this world are also fake and doesn't last.
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What is worth cherishing then?
What should we pursue in this moment that will stay with us until the end of our lives?
Why is it that when we get something, we will usually lose something else?
What if what we lost is something more important?
What if we realized we've been wasting too much time, too much effort on things that are illusionary?
Do we let it go, or do we carry on our mindless & stubborn pursue for an illusionary "beautiful ending"?
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Recently, Sonja passed on after a more than 20 months battle with cancer. She gained freedom, but lost her life in the process...
But I feel happy for her to know that she's freed.
Because it's the more important thing for her.
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Sometimes, I wonder why is it always the unhappy things that stays with us the longest.
The happy moments and memories in life are so easily forgotten, so easily eliminated...
Yet, the hurtful and terrible things stay for a long long time...
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We used to say that "The Ignorant One is not guilty of a mistake"... but does it really holds true? Can the people around him really forgive him?
For most problems in this world, there's only 2 ways to solve them. Either you solve it, or you let go of it.
And many things are out of our control. (Just like Ran Ran's problem, just like Ran Ran's friend problem...)
When it is out of our control, you can either keep trying...
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Or you just let go.
In the case of a problem that's unsolvable,
It is better to choose the latter option.
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It is not because we're afraid. It is not because we're trying to escape. But simply because it is the right thing to do.
There are things that a righteous man must do, and there are things that he musn't.
I am not a righteous man, but I still have my own principles to adhere to.
I am not like that Red Dragon. I am not like WQ. I cannot do things the way they do. In fact, I am even more convinced that I'm doing the right thing after learning about something from them.
These are things that I will never do. Even if it means that I must be ridicule. Even if I should be held in contempt.
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If I could, I wish I could go back to 12 months ago and start all over again.
I wished I have cherish the more important things.
I wished the Nether World hadn't turn me into what I am today.
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That must be it.
I need to confront my darkest self again.
I need it to untie the knot that binds me to all the wrongs I've done.
All the people I failed to thank.
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Yes, it is time...
It is time...
Important Note:
- You are not expected to understand this post.
- It does not refer to any single matter.
- You have a bigger chance of understanding it if you are from the Kindergarten.
- Even bigger chance if you're constantly updated with its events.
- Actually, I suggest you don't even try to understand it.
- Just enjoy how "poetic", "melancholic" and "philosophic" this story is.
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