A lot of things happened. Lot of things... don't know where to begin...
Sometimes, when you have experienced the good things of life for so long, it's really hard to give up what you have. You just... can't let go. You can't help but feel that it's unfair, it's ridiculous, it's the "end of the world" that all these things that you once took for granted... all taken from you. It's literally tearing off part of your soul.
Imagine you became a millionaire overnight from a penniless man. You began to indulge in a all the good luxuries of life. Homes, cars, food... You seem to have endless wealth. Then half a year later, you became penniless again in an instant. How would you feel?
I think it's the same thing we're experiencing here. A great loss. A terrible loss. A loss we probably couldn't live with...
Whether it's justifiable or not... not for me to say. But I am really greatly affected by this. I've don't feel like continuing on. Maybe time will let me come into terms with this change.
Judgment Day will arrive on August...let's enjoy the last of our good days, OK?
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