For the past 3 weeks.... this is how my room looks like...
Dreadful.
I work from the table to the bed, then back to the table again.
For what?
To keep myself AS FAR AWAY AS POSSIBLE from the computer.
I have to off the monitor and get an additional table to make sure I do not succumb in to temptations.
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Although more often than not, it fails to work... :(
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Guess what's this?
Self improvised, budget coordinate axis system!
The past 3 weeks can really be described as "Hell On Earth"...
This IS NOT THE WAY TO STUDY.
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I SWEAR, I am NEVER, EVER GOING TO TORTURE MYSELF THIS WAY AGAIN.
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For 1 month, I haven't step out of the house due to reasons other than going to buy food, or going to school.
I've become a mindless mugging zombie.
This is really what you call "no life".
Especially during the past week (and the 4 days marathon)...
I couldn't sleep well at all.
I have nightmares about studying.
I lost all my appetite.
I eat barely 2 meals a day.
Pimples outbreak... :(
Even darker panda eyes... :(
Frequent headaches...
Flu, ulcers and the likes...
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It's absolutely torturous and punishing on the mind and body.
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To Myself: I apologize for this abuse I've put you through. Please forgive me.
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Truthfully speaking... this semester really made me "hate studying". And I don't like to feel this way.
So...
Next semester onwards... no more overloading.
No more Madness.
No more Spartans.
No more Dining In Hell.
No more.
NO MORE.
We need to balance life and work.
And well...
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The good news?
IT'S ALL OVER NOW.
WOW.
I can't believed that I survived through all this.
And I have a lot of people to thank for it. (Next post)
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Finally...
I have to say that I've never LOOK FORWARD to holidays with this much intensity.
I really want to scream out at the top of my lungs right now.
For the first time, I am actually living again.
I am actually able to BREATH again.
If I were to described the first 2 semesters as "bookout after 2 weeks confinement", then this semester is POP-ing from Tekong!!!
This is Ecstatic!
This is Euphoric!
This is freedom!!!
THIS IS LIFE!!!
考过试的那天傍晚, 我都会期待
唱歌的蝉, 嘿!
把星星都吵醒, 月光晒了很凉快!
就是这样回忆起来, 真的不简单
快乐的我，看， 熬过四个月的我终于苦尽甘来
你说活在明天活在期待， 不如活得今天很自在
我说我懂了会不会太快，未来第一天要展开!!!
第一天我存在, 第一次呼吸畅快!
站在地上的脚踝, 因为你而有真实感
第一天我存在, 第一次能飞起来
这是腾空的魔幻, 第一天的假期到来
它总是永远那么灿烂!!!
永远那么灿烂~~~!!!
永远那么灿烂~~~!!!
FIRST DAY~~~!!! FIRST DAY~~~!!!
FIRST DAY~~~!!! FIRST DAY~~~!!!
TODAY~~~!!!
HOLIDAY~~~!!!
EVERYDAY~~~!!!
FIRST DAY~~~!!!
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