Yesterday saw the graduation of another 2 students from the Kindergarten. (After retaining 7 years)
It's just another one. I've seen enough of it, and I should be used to it.
But yesterday one felt particularly painful. It just felt different from the previous ones. It felt more "real", more "threatening" and more "deadly".
Don't know why. They say the closer you are to graduation, the happier you be. But it sounds like BS to me at this moment. I think this rule only applies when you're "really really close" to graduation. Otherwise, you will just feel more and more agony with each passing day. Probably have to reach certain point before that rule apply.
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Yesterday was really a mental and emotional torture, especially after the alumni came back.
Haiz... nothing to say...
Couldn't sleep the whole afternoon.
And guess what.
This is just the "prelude" of things to come. This mental distress is just the night before the storm.
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I really cannot imagine what will happen to me in a month's time.
I need the power of a higher being to tide me through this difficult period...
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