Organizing My Feelings...

Hmm...today is a very important day. Ok...not that important, but it's a milestone to that very important date. Today is...5th November 2006!

Yep...that means, 1 more month to POP! Haha! Time is a very strange thing I feel. When you look at something of the past, it seems that time flies. But when you look at the future, it's slow. Haha. That's what time, or perception of time is. I really miss my time at the Poly. I miss poly life...

I've changed a lot in the past 2 months - I became more dependent on my friends (and I feel that it is a bad thing).

I think the biggest reason is that in the past, like say in the Poly, I have the ability/skill to do the assignments or tasks given to me. In the army, I'm like a dimwit. I have bad hand coordination and perception of lines/ropes/strings. I can't even sling a rifle or attach an ammo pouch properly ...Haiz, what a sad thing. Thankfully, my buddies don't mind helping me out. Talking about my buddy, Guan Wei is posting out soon...but of course we all still regard him as part of us! Let's stay in contact always, like our Motto - Brothers For Life!

I also grown more emotional, and it's both a good and bad thing I guess. I've learnt to treasure things, and make better use of the time I have (because it is so limited).

All these aside, I'm going to have my SIT test tomorrow (After that, no more outfield). I'm extremely wary of the 12KM route march...I pray for all to give me strength to pull through it. Haha.

Now talk about happy things~Hee. When I come back next week, the DX10 cards will be out! I'm also "terribly excited" about the Medival II (Coming out next week), and the long awaited Civ 4 Warlords patch also came out liao! What's more, Final Fantasy XII on the PS2 is releasing soon as well! And SVR2007! These will be the 4 main games I'll be playing for now till next year. Heh...I guess picturing myself, with my super C2D computer and playnig these games will give me the moral support and strength. Hahahahaha...

1 More MONTH! RAWR!