Saturday, November 25, 2006

I want freedom!

Ahh~I'm confused, I'm fed up!

I'm lost in the tracks of life. I feel that I have no control over my life, my time, even my emotions sometimes.

All the ideals, all the inspirations and ambitions of the past...are...well...really - of the past. At this point of my life, they all doesn't seem to matter any more...why am I feeling like this? :(

I don't have time even for myself, not to mention get-together with my friends...I have never felt so "trying to get by life" before...My life is like 一天过一天 ... Sometimes I feel that I'm in an entirely different world, or that I'm having a dream...a dream that's going to be very very long...Hopefully when I wake up from this, I'll get back all my memories of the past...

I don't even have time for myself, not to mention get-together with friends...I think I just need a long rest~

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