About 360 days ago, a certain situation arose in my life.
Let's just say...
It planted a little seed inside me, a thought in my mind. One that will bring me much pain and suffering for a long time to come.
The subsequent months and happenings only serve to grow and strengthen this thought, and it grew it became a belief. Perception gets distorted, and things went from bad to worse.
And all of this got started with just a little bit of unhappiness and grievance, a little dissatisfaction, a little anger, a little loneliness.
It wasn't until much later that I realized how stupid this is.
Let's just say...
It planted a little seed inside me, a thought in my mind. One that will bring me much pain and suffering for a long time to come.
The subsequent months and happenings only serve to grow and strengthen this thought, and it grew it became a belief. Perception gets distorted, and things went from bad to worse.
And all of this got started with just a little bit of unhappiness and grievance, a little dissatisfaction, a little anger, a little loneliness.
It wasn't until much later that I realized how stupid this is.
Today, I'm indifferent.
I've outgrown the monster. And It wasn't until very recently that I can finally say this.
6 months ago, I would have lost lot of sleep. I would have felt bad for days.
Now...
It simply doesn't affect me anymore.
YOU don't affect me anymore.
...
I didn't find the antidote, but I found the anesthetic.
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