At A Very Downtime Of My Life...

I am so OVERWHELMED this few weeks. Things just kept happening. Things just kept getting dumped onto me. Sometimes I feel that I am going to get buried by all these crap very soon. Buried ALIVE.

So stressful. I've been doing "OT" for the 3 consecutive weeks, and I'm been called up to do all sort of crap. Everything I've planned since the start of the month got
ruined.

Even during my free day (which was way overdue), I receive 4 CALLS from my workplace telling me "Hey you got more OT to do!". WTF... I can't even rest in peace.

Then that day, when I received the bad news, I kanna whack by bird shit. Hit 4D also not so "zhun"... That was the FIRST TIME ever in my life that I was hit by a bird dropping. It landed (luckily) on my bag, not my head. At that time I know that I'm like going to 走酶运 for quite some time liao...

My health also gets greatly affected. I'm been having this chronic headache for the past 3 days (but I still teng to go to work), as there's no other choice. Worst is when the condition worsen on my rest day. I've barely eaten anything the whole day, and I even felt like vomiting.

And on top of that I still have this very difficult to handle assignment to take care of. It's been going on forever and doesn't seem like it's going to get done. I've wasted at least 3 of my rest days doing this in addition to time after work. Yet what I did kept getting scraped, modified, rejected... Imagine you're a chef and you've spent 2 hours cooking this dish, and its get dumped into the garbage bin just because the customers decided to order another dish (and you get "sai" for it).

ALL OF THESE....are like rocks crushing down onto me. One by one their damage is not that big. But when it all comes together it's really fatal...

I hope this period of time can go pass soon... If it continues for any longer... I don't know what will happen to me.